What a pain..

It's been such a few nice mornings - shame im ill!! I went gym 2 days ago and was running then all the sudden it hit me, i got dizzy, felt sick and had to sit down.. the next day i lost hearing out of my right ear, its bleeding, hurting, im in so much pain with it and got doctors today it really hurts :( Had Grahame look after me though thats a plus! Sooo :D bless him.

Anyway before i fell ill i joined Phoenix Weight Loss Management. My mum went with me, she yacked away for ages to this woman. Shes canadian, crashed her car outside Fitness first and nearly was sick in Fitness first being pushed too far... shes hates fitness first so i like her! :D Anyway we went through the whole what do you eat, what exercise do you do, my blood pressure (which is now perfect!), did my height, my waist size and weighed me. I now weigh less than what i thought i did so result! Just need to lose 5lb by July for nursing then Occupational Health will be happy with that! Aint been this light in 2-3 years!

Im having to keep a food diary, tbh its pretty much like weightwatchers but for free and thats what i needed cos im pretty skint atm and couldnt afford weightwatchers anymore (i got a letter saying they miss me yesterday... oops!) So yes anyway this food diary is pretty good for me, its making me more aware of what im eating and im trying to plan 3 meals a day and small snacks between then hitting the gym when i feel better!

Has anyone seen that Drop Dead Diva advertised on Virgin Tv... pshhh she was a "perfect" size 8 model who gets hit by a car then turns into a size 16 lawyer? and she says make me beautiful and he said i dont do miracles... fricking charming that makes you feel good about yourself right ¬.¬..

Hopefully im going to a park on Sunday if i feel up to it, i fancy walking around trees, ponds, rivers, just chillaxing with Grahame it'll be nice, could totally do a picnic! ;) watch it rain now! So anyway im gonna go lay back down and watch more jeremy kyle, doctors at 3.40pm it needs to hurry up cos my ear is killing me atm! Ouch! :(